Stay the Course

As many of you know, a year ago I moved to West Virgina to teach Jr. High English. It was a year full of professional struggle and spiritual growth. I had never faced such insurmountable challenges in my life. It would be a lie if I said there were never days that I sat in despair wondering what God had been thinking in sending me to this place. Yet, through it all, God remained faithful and brought me through. Not only did he provide amazing friends, a great church family, and a house for me to live in, he also came along side me and spoke the truth of His love and grace into my life. When I was at my wits end he provided the serenity I needed to keep going forward. In my heart, God placed an unexplainable love for some of my most needy and difficult students. I worked hard to stay true to the calling I had felt to show my students the love of Christ. However, as many of you I'm sure can relate, Satan is always at work to seek and destroy those things that are good. Near the end of the school year, I came as close as I had ever come to giving up. I began looking into other professions. I was at the end of my rope. I had done all I could in my human strength. Then, one Sunday in May, God reminded me of his unconditional love and forgiveness. I was reminded of the wretched sinner that I am and how God came down from heaven so that I could be saved from death. He gave up everything so that I could have life abundantly. As tears streamed down my face, I knew in my heart what God was asking of me.
Returning to West Virginia was one of the most difficult decisions of my life. I know the challenges that face me this year and in my human foresight, they still seem insurmountable. Yet, God has not changed. He is still in the business of miracles and it appears that I am to be apart of another one of them.
As I sat in a teachers meeting recently, I was inspired by the words of our superintendent. He recognized the dire situation that we are in. He has seen how in need we are. Yet he has chosen to have hope. He believes that we are not lost. He believes that we must stay the course.
I am in awe of the God that we serve. He sees us in our despair and unbelief. Yet he still chooses to use us, jars of clay, to do His awesome work of love and hope. If we serve the God that we claim to know and love, we must have hope. Despite everything, we must believe and stay true to the cause for which we are called.

"Therefore we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day. For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all. So we fix our eyes no on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal."
- 2 Corinthians 4:16 - 18